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My dear friend,
I am sorry.
I am sorry for not being there.
I am sorry for the rude letters.
I am sorry for hurting you.
I am sorry for not being in control.
I am sorry for not sticking up for myself.
I am sorry for not making my own choices.
I am sorry for listening to another's command.
I am sorry I cannot ask for help no matter how much I desperately need it.
I wish I could escape, but I am not permitted to do anything without consent.
I would like to be free of this accursed dark room I am bound in.I long to have my own thoughts in the privacy of my own mind, like the old days. I long for the space to breathe without being observed and crushed, and to do my own thing, go where I want to go and do what I want to do. I want to be a my own person again.
the afflicted specimen
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